Rights?

Sometimes, somehow, the thoughts on mind are ridiculous.
Till when should I acted like this?

But;
my heart is forcing me.
To get the rights that I deserved.

But;
do I really deserve the 'rights' I kept on telling myself?

No. Yes, no.

I am tired with myself, after a while.
Telling myself to move on from all the memories;
which are not even mine.


Hurt. Definitely hurt.
Sick. Definitely sick.


But;
I am not giving up--
on us.

Love, N